Today? Whew, chile.
I spent the whole day trying to work on my blog and let me just say, it was not giving what it was supposed to give. No matter what I clicked, dragged, or deleted, the layout was wonky, the template wasn’t cooperating, and I was this close to crying, screaming, or throwing my laptop across the room. Like… why is it this hard just to share my thoughts with the internet?
And if that wasn’t enough, I’m stuck in a room with my 7-year-old yelling at the top of her lungs, playing Roblox with her friends on a group chat FaceTime call. Meanwhile, my 23-year-old is blowing up my phone asking me to send her money on Cash App and showing me the ice cream she just bought like I’m not over here fighting for my life.
Oh, and let’s not forget… I have a date tonight at 6:30 with grocery store bae. Yes, you read that right. I haven’t been on a real date since I-don’t-even-know-when, and now I have no idea what I’m wearing, and my nerves are tap dancing.
I guess today is one of those days where everything feels like too much but I’m showing up anyway. That’s all I can do.
So here I am. Writing. Posting. And reminding myself to breathe.
And if you’re reading this, just know: life doesn’t have to be perfect to be worth writing about.
Because sometimes, the biggest flex is not giving up when everything feels like a mess.
What’s really happening beneath the surface
It hit me …this chaos, this overstimulation, this “too much” feeling…it’s not just about blogging. It’s the same energy that’s followed me around my money story, too.
That nervous system overload? The guilt when others want from me? The anxiety when I try to do something for myself?
That’s a money block in disguise.
It’s the pattern that says:
“There’s never enough time, space, or energy for me and my goals. Something always has to come last and it’s usually me.”
But not anymore.
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